March 2012
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hole.
opening, wider and wider. consuming. not empty. heavy. replacing everything. focus on nothing. focus on all of it. i’ll explode. i’ll implode. whatever comes first. whichever is worst. worse and wider. head, heart, heels. heavier and heavier. nothing means anything. exhausted. hole. chasm. a monster. no longer at bay. wretchedness. loneliness. rage. here. heavy. so so exhausting.
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February 2012
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“…and that sin and love and fear are just sounds that people who never sinned nor...”
– Addie Bundren, As I Lay Dying
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“I’ve had a pretty hard life for such an easy heart.”
– Whiskeytown, “easy hearts”
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number 7.
i am so, so incredibly proud of you, Washington.
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luck!
i am so lucky to have two wonderful new(ish) clowns by my side. we have such a fun time together, and it feels really good to have peers who don’t stare at me like i’m insane when i cry over chipotle commercials or literally bounce up and down when the decemberists are at the grammys.
ross and shelby = i adore you two <3
i only wish i had a picture of us to post!!!!!
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i wish. i hope. i dream. i cry. i love. i don’t understand any of it. but it’s who i am and what i am best at.
for those i’ve put on pedestals: maybe it’s time for you to come down. i want my heart back. it’s mine. you’ve held on for far too long.
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